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i am depressed again

Tue Oct 20, 2009, 3:06 PM
and this time i don't want to talk to anyone. ever again.

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  • Mood: Defeated

do you forget forgottenphantom

Thu Oct 15, 2009, 5:52 PM
  • Mood: Christmas Spirited
i almost did! heeeeeeh.
i haven't been on in a while i've been really super stressed out because college is coming up and i have to do papers and essays and scholarship stuff and drawings and the truth is, i'm not doing any of it! i'm just looking at it waiting for it to do itself...not like that.
but seriously. i'm stressed and nothing is coming out right.
and guess what that makes me. more stressed.
and every time i look at my stupid icon i get really pissed off that the billie jean michael jackson is squashed. like seriously, do i have to do it all over again to make my a.d.d. self feel more secure?
whatever.
i have 244 DEVIANTIONS and 205 MESSAGES,
so if i haven't replied, or thanked you yet, hold tight.
actually, i'm kinda waiting for my mouse.
so i like totally tripped on the cord and ripped it out of socket. so yeah. i need a new one. thank yous are so much easier with a mouse.
dang.
i feel like my journal entries are all real boring, but i have to say i'm pretty proud of my deviantart site.
it's been with me through a lot and it's kind of amazing.

the thing is, maybe something has been going on in my life, and maybe something is wrong. maybe i just don't feel like talking about it because i've kept my mouth shut for a few years. and why would i want to open it back up.

well.
i really can't wait until winter.
tis the best season.
goodnight.

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THANK YOU SEPTEMBER

Wed Oct 7, 2009, 4:45 PM
  • Mood: Amazed
  • Reading: The Adoration of Jenna Fox
:iconjpfeasy: :hug: :iconomgareladiess: :hug: :iconkataang-willneverdie: :hug: :iconspassymcgee: :hug: :icondiabolikske: :hug: :iconcamibasua: :hug: :icondenalithewolf: :hug: :iconcowpeace: :hug: :iconlipinha8: :hug: :iconmrelisapeace: :hug: :iconwater-dragon-girl: :hug: :iconi-heart-gir: :hug: :iconthefedora: :hug: :iconszucia: :hug: :icondhampirgir: :hug: :iconmargo-k: :hug:

i know i haven't been on a lot.

THANKS SOOOO MUCH FOR 20,000 PAGEVIEWS.

i love ya guys.

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what's up with girls

Sat Sep 12, 2009, 7:51 PM
and the fact that we can never be, like, 100 percent happy. we always have to find SOMETHING wrong. like...oh yeah, that's cool, but THIS is way not cool, and that minuses out what would originally be 100 percent cool. you know?

i don't know. it doesn't seem fair that God would punish all the Eves in this world and make us all oversensitive and fall in love with boys and need to be protected, while all the Adams don't give a crap about anything and are all layed back and like yahhh whatevahhss. well whatev. idk. it just doesn't make sense. and like, we have to make babies and all they have to do is till gardens? and no one has a garden anymore cause there are so many grocery stores. and if that's supposed to be a stupid metaphor like, some women are the ones that make the money in the relationship. like, wtf. guys have it so easy.

i wish i was a guy,

cause if i wasn't a girl,
like right now i'd be 100 percent happy.

p.s. christmas present-me-20,000 pageviews-thank you :]

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  • Mood: Big Grin
  • Listening to: my maynee mike jackson<3

chat tomorrow

Wed Sep 2, 2009, 6:52 PM
  • Mood: Not Impressed
  • Listening to: trey songz
in honor of michael being buried.

sept. third - he will finally rest in peace. <3

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